College days is really fun. It's a challenging part on my part to be in college, i had encountered different types of people in different wals in life. I recalled being failed at some of the subject and sometimes begging to my instructor to give a a passing grade. Not to mention those subject that i had dropped. After ou classes i could not stop myself to look for what we call “cool places”, we have this hang out place near at the gaisano mall at the side of Filipino-Chinese Firefighters. Almost everyday me and my buddies, brothers and sisters in our fraternity go there and drink a couple of bottle of beer.
There are incidents that i could go home at my boarding house drunk, or when i woke up in the morning i was in the room of my friends. I did not even take my study seriously that's why we always have this argument with my father.
I don't have any regrets, even when at times when i am alone and i have the opportunity to reflect on my previous life, for that's the only time where i could seek my refuge. My friends, brothers and sisters in Fraternity treated and welcomed me as a Family member, not like what my father is doing.
In that time i felt and starting to question my reason of existence. Honestly, i even tried to commit suicide thanks to my Brod Ariel who prevented me from doing so. I realized that in this worl all of us are just temporary, that our time of existence would end.
I'm pretty sure that i would not be the first. I hope it's my father.
C'mon Wilfred. Don't say that you are certain your father will expire ahead of you. That is cursing and that is definitely not good. Your father will always be your father and no one will ever alter that fact. No matter how disappointed you are with him, do not forget that you are indebted to him. Hey! You would not be around if it were not for him.
You are a father now. The best you can do is learn from your experiences with your father and pray that you'd be able perform your role and responsibilities as a father to Ferb. Forgive and forget all the shortcomings your father had.